Tuesday, April 28, 2009
hab you met with a rat the size of a cat before?
I JUST DID ! O.O
im emo @12:44 AM;
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
WHOA!! HOLIDAY SOUNDS GD ?! yesh, its PERFECT 4 months worth.. after 8+ months of hardwork.. hees! i will hav a shiok shiok holiday, tat the army guys will envy tilllllll MADNESS ! life is soooo great, when you hab no presentations, no projects, no work to worrrrryyyyyy about.. wahahahaha! started mine with a short trip to indon, and den had a movie and had PENG BACON ! all not very healthy tho, but its ok! cos im going to start my workout time ! clear the mess in my room which apparently, ben cannot stand. im back to my 'healthy' sleeping time.. have been waking at 8am, and there's NO one in msn tat i can tok to.. and, mr bingy is still asleep! *grits teeth* and im waiting for my helper to come to start packing up ! *GRINS*
im emo @9:33 AM;
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
in a couple of hours more, BLAW WILL BE GONE! OUGHT TO BE gone! SHOULD BE GONE! AND MUST !!!! BE GONE ! woooohooooooooo... im sian-ed from reading blaw le.. yucky law mod.. DONT ask me take company law first leh.. see whether the four months of anti-law, is sufficient, see whether wanna extend another four more months anot.. hiak hiak! can u imagine! ITS GOING TO BE NO MORE BLAW! =X *giggling in excitement*
im emo @9:14 AM;
Monday, April 13, 2009
i feel damn depressed right now. not becos of blaw! But ! becos ! i have a damn pimple outbreak ! OH NO ! its either i ate too much heaty food, or i had too much TOXIC food (which i think its the case) or wadsoever reason like, CRAAZYYYY hormones generation or sudden spur of oilness in my skin.IM DEPRESSED ! :( ! the weird thing is that the pimplesss DONT BURST! ;(! and THEY just stay there. i feel like crying !
im emo @1:55 AM;
Sunday, April 12, 2009
who is the one whom i faced from 6am to 12am? who is the one who feeds me with papaya when my hands are dirty? who is the one whom i tickles till screaming for help? who is the one who made me eat non-stop and still not full yet? who is the one whom i take funny shots with?who is the one who send me home every night at 12 without complain?
im emo @11:21 AM;
Thursday, April 9, 2009
Once upon a time I was falling in love, but now I'm only falling apart.
im emo @1:52 AM;
i dono if i can contd to say im strong. i seriously hate the nights when i looked up the sky and den looked to the right to find that the driver isnt you.the nights that i have to tilt my head upwards so that people wont see my teary eyes.. the nights when there was nth but silence between us.. how many times this week you asked. how many times you tried i will ask. my tears are tired, once again from the tearing. my heart is tired, once again from the aching. i left behind my smiles, and took with me my tears.
im emo @12:48 AM;
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
all the while, all the times, i seriously cant imagine all these happened. to think, to feel, to hope.. kind of lost, as you look into my eyes.. there's nth..
i don wanna be a porcupine anymore.. i don want..
i don wanna stay in that shell of mine.. never want to..
things aint just progressing the way it ought to..
where's the correct direction again.
well.. well... well.... im looking for it, are you?
how many sad face do you want me to have..? :(!
im emo @4:31 PM;
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
imperfections is no perfections.
a stain will remain there still.
im emo @12:28 AM;
Monday, April 6, 2009
i going to bang wall soon le. sigh.
nvr think that when things get out of hand, how am i going to resolve it. well well.. i really dono wad to say about those stuff anymore. frequent thinking about what i will do, if ever that happens to me. but seriously, i really cudnt stand it. actually i realised, sometimes i become so fearful of hurting others' feelings, till i neglected my own. but, was wondering, how about my feelings?
and.. i bet, sometimes almost the entire post, some people dont uds a single thing for the fact that i don even say anything related to the issue i want to note. but right now, im still going to hide that problem.
i feel so silly all of a sudden. am i just that silly?
rational vs emotional; exactly which am i ?
im emo @11:41 PM;
IM so going to blow fire le.. GRRR!
there's vinegar, there's kerosene, there's going to be a big explosion soon@
He is taken la! and U! U ARE TAKEN LA! GGRRR! im disappointed. GO! GO SUCK THUMB!
im emo @6:09 PM;
the silent silent night has become one of the most likeable, yet dreadful part of the day.
confused feeling .
just like cinderella feels.
when the clock strikes 12, all is seemed so near yet so far.
real or unreal ?
it feels strange.
im emo @10:21 AM;
Saturday, April 4, 2009
我倦了, 也静了.
习惯了付出, 习惯了默默承受.
泪线 过敏, 最近的我泪流满面.
回家的路不远, 但思路却能环绕世界.
想的多, 看得比较开, 计较的也变得隐形.
隐形代表了存在, 代表了隐藏, 代表了一道疤.
同样的快速公路, 同样的.时, 同样的妈妈 着急无奈
不同的是, 没有了你的陪伴.
不同的是, 少了脸上的笑容
不同的是, 缺了我们的拥抱
我不难过, 我不气恼, 我没骗你.
也许, 我疯了.
昨日的月亮, 半圆.
今夜的月亮, 半圆.
仿佛傻傻的笑我傻.
im emo @12:07 AM;
Friday, April 3, 2009
imagine life without you. i couldnt explain the kind of stupidity. perhaps, it hasnt been you, but the environment. the indons who surrounded me, making so much noise. but yet, where was your attempt to salvage. but yet, where was your response to change. i don like to tear on the train alone. its difficult to control but it cant be helped. i don like to leave you behind looking. its difficult to stop but it cant be helped. couldnt imagine spending a couple of hours just for that 15mins. well, is everything still worth it ?
im emo @1:48 AM;