Saturday, March 31, 2007
The most beautiful love is the one that cud be carried on in the memories.
那，被遗忘的爱又算什么？
im emo @5:21 PM;
Friday, March 30, 2007
couldnt imagine tat i hab flunked 3 maths tests in a row ever since the start of this yr . and well, there are only 3 maths tests. oh god! thats really bad hor ? my stack of notes are still lying shamelessly on my desk. its piling up. as for me, also shamelessly keep slacking ard in random places like GIANT ? hahaha . . i feel so EEK now . with the body aching like dono wad shit . cant even sit properly. .every motion i make, its with a price of pain. LOL! exaggerating =/ bud, really wa piang! hate trainings! hate pe! ARGH!!!
im emo @9:40 PM;
Thursday, March 29, 2007
i nvr fails to grab chances to zi pai. oh btw, it was taken when tam's shopping. haha . so sad, i no hp no cam to take pic ler. x[
im super tired now . PE + training = GONE!
im emo @11:57 PM;
swollen, painful - knuckles . hurt, injured and dead - me . when things go wrong, i cant help bud to blame myself. am i to be blamed? respect is a heavy word. a taboo for me . the perceived mindset, the corrupted thinking, i sigh. it has been a heavy dae for me .
im emo @12:24 AM;
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
im emo @12:27 AM;
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
fate . love . sth everyone long for ? or rather i long for . bud, is it true tat it occurs to every single one of us ? well i hope it does .
im emo @10:17 PM;
Sunday, March 25, 2007
WA PIANG WEH! i cant imagine how i slack thru todae . hmm . . nvr go out, rot at home . tho initially had a very packed plan for todae, end up not doing anything . hmm, actually im in a really bad mood . i really cant stand lies . why do eu alwaes hab to do tat ? ARGH! phy tut is waitin for me . and, sth more pek is, i lost my mp3 warranty . and i nid to send it for repair . this is a bad year for me . everything is spoiling, and , EEK!
im emo @9:35 PM;
Saturday, March 24, 2007
well. went out with tam and ben. ya, no-link-combi. bud, xD
went holland v ? ya, den go bishan. actually abit no mood arh , bud hai shi shop narh , bu rang can do wad .
den, went ah ma hse . go toa payoh with ah ma. i GD gal ok . haha . den arh! wa piang weh! guys are really, URGH!! walk past this grp of boys. i was wearing my hairband with the crown . den dey went like : princesss~~ gong zhu~~ princess~~ gongzhu~~ DUMB narh . feel like slapping them . =X
anyway , hmm . . i also dono wad i wanna sae . so shall end ba . xD
wa piang weh! wad a boring post, aiyah wadeva~
im emo @9:09 PM;
Friday, March 23, 2007
someone 告诉我：做你自己， 就是最完美的你。难怪我这么不完美。
im emo @11:23 PM;
Thursday, March 22, 2007
OH DAMN IT! i think, i hab probably lost my specs AGAIN! knn narh , i cant find it in my hse seh! my god~ im gonna faint ! tat specs 1 yr old nia~ im gonna faint~~ if i really lose it! well, paper todae was bad . i had no confidence at all . and , i ate a meal tat can last me for 1 week of canteen food . hahaha! went ikea ordered this meal, dat is kan ex narh . with june fangling bentan benchew jiechong junwei ken xiangyu shawn weychuen jingjing delphina tiffany eefang xueheng yeowsiong jinquan kelvin , yup thats alot of pple . hahaha . den went for mr bean's holidae at vivo. 13 tix bought , gv TAN TIO! haha . hmm , i don really like it , cos not TAT funny narh -.- =X ok, i shall go and find my specs. hopefully can find it~
im emo @10:56 PM;
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
我又哭了！为了一段破碎的友情。我觉得自己很没用， 老是依偎着那不再存在的记忆。 我知道things will nvr be the same again . tats why, subconciously, i tot it cud be the same in the dreams . its not under my control eu see . i don wan tat either . someone has asked me why i don go ask her out for lunch or sth . i replied, actually no pt in retrieving back a broken frenship . he disagreed with me . and now , thinking back , i dono why, bud somehow , my ♥ contract . 它畏缩了。我，不想再倔强。 倔强，只不过是你我的本能。she's going on very well now .why cant eu 诗雯？ 你真的很傻~
im emo @6:13 PM;
hmm ~ chem was do-able . i think its ok if eu studied very hard and memo everything right at the back of ur head . BUD! prob is, im none of the above. hahahaha. . however, i don aim jus to pass only, slightly higher, to compensate my terrible-gonna-be phy results .well . . im getting too lil slp these days . really nid to set some mass-slping dae . haha , i noe its difficult for me . i can only lie there for 8hrs~ i cannot stop luffin when im with those crappie childish kids . haha . the ones in 211 narh! super dumb narh~~ bud nice . x] tho they alwaes mock at me ;( evil pple! they are a bunch of pple that eu don wanna grad tgt with . jus wanna stay like classmates like now . . now i uds why some ppl, bu xiang zhang da le. .
im emo @1:13 PM;
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
study = fail = disappointment, hence , multiply no thruout and eu get : no study = no fail = no disappointment~ if tats the case WHY STUDY! hais! phy test is like, wa lao weh! confirm fail le narh ! sian diao narh! stupid block test! demoralise all of us! qi si wo le~ gp liddat, geog liddat, phy also liddat . wads next ? chem ? maths ? wa! lets all drop out man~
im emo @5:25 PM;
Monday, March 19, 2007
time alwaes flies when eu are with ur classmates . haha , talk cock sessions are alwaes so damn fast narh . bud , eu noe that they will alwaes come again , however , time don really allow so eu noe ! left ard 6 mths ? so sad. . x[ geog paper is really tough narh ! not really of the std format eu will get . anyway , tml de paper , i don bao any xi wang also . heehee!!
im emo @4:52 PM;
AAAAHHHHHHH!! im going crazy with all these geog notes seh! im closing my eyes everytime i finished reading two lines . OH GOD! im gonna suck big time this time . CRAPPIE!! ARHH!!! ! ! ! my bed has been glaring at me since dono when! and, my cosy blanket! with the cute lil pig . ARGH!!! my nose is gonna drop off soon if i contd blowing -.- and my throat is not getting any beta ! ARGH !! !
im emo @2:03 AM;
Sunday, March 18, 2007
despite the thrills during the GEOGRAPHY trip, im so damn bored by GEOGRAPHY notes, counting down i still got near 2o chaps , im so DEAD can ? im coughing my lungs out le narh , i seriously nid a trip to the doc, which is like in 10 mins time ? LOL! =X tats like dumb. heehee . nvm, im dumb narh . [as eu can see frm my frens, BAD influence seh them~ aiyoyoyo!! *shake head* ] ok, im off to my TNC aka plate tect aka weathering aka mass movement, WTH IS TAT~ nvm . *run*
im emo @7:07 PM;
Saturday, March 17, 2007
rag-and-bone woman~ some pple, nvr fails to pick up wad i don wan . its wad i throw away, not give up on . its ok . take for all eu wan . a worn pair of shoes, does not fetch as high of value than a new pair . 你有多犯贱也不关我的事~as for eu, make sure eu don turn back to me . tho eu did, its full of crap . eu make me feel disgusted . a road without u-turns. yup, eu are on it . alone, eu are to walk it thru . im on it too . on a different route, perhaps a shorter one . called the path of pain . along the way , i might see flashbacks , i might see eu struggling , bud i wun stop . contd to walk, till i reach the end . Again, i TRIED~ bud failed .
im emo @10:43 AM;
there are too much stuff in my mind .
i tried very hard to be strong , to put up a strong front .
I TRIED! to hold back my tears .
however, it still dropped .
why mus all of eu be like this to me ?
why mus all of eu do this to me ?
inside out, im HURT .
it stands for:
Hey
U
R
Torn .
can eu picture how blood gushed out frm my ♥?
can eu imagine how tears rushed out from my eyes ?
these are the tears of disappointment .
alone in this night, i cried .
lonely, bud cant be said .
i merely needed a shoulder.
im no organiser .
im no maid .
im no anti-boredness machine .
im no problem solver .
don come to me when eu nid one of those .
I FEEL TERRIBLE NOW! the feeling that is going to split me apart .
im a perfectionist, desire for the ideal r/s . which is an impossible .
hab i decided? YESH!
i don wanna be touched by eu anymore!
i don wanna listen to ur honey-coated words!
i don wanna accept ur concern!
im afraid , tat eu might disappeared . some dae , some time later .
我害怕。 我哭泣～ 我不想！
im emo @12:05 AM;
Friday, March 16, 2007
fangling says:
"where do you find the courage when you've fallen so deep all bruised and torn cant stop this feeling this feeling called love"
shiwen says:
disappointment makes one grow hatred, and not love
do eu noe why is the ♥ red?
COS ITS BLEEDING
im ♥
im emo @9:24 PM;
it takes two people to make a lie work. the person who tells it and the one that believes in it .
shld one dae i nid to sae a lie , pls be the one who will believe in it . for , its reason is to not hurt eu .
im emo @3:19 PM;
pics for guamusang. anyway, there's alot . and , for larger pic, click on it hor , cos some dumb stuff is small.
wensx*: QUICK TAKE PIC TAKE PIC!!
others reluctantly: orh orh . .
see! surrounded!
cam whore? nonono . merely collecting memories .
OMG! KISS!!!
the sky is so clear of obstacles seh~~
ppl caught unprepared except me . [eefang STOP PEEKING NARH! ask eu come take eu don wan! ]
finally seh .
nice rite? the small town with the big limestone cave. its so cloudy . .
we are gonna squeeze thru that small lil entrance .
OH MY! scary seh .
look at that lil black black thing in front of ben! thatsx me =X
yeowsiong doing ru lai shen chang . =X
wads with tat face xh~ did kelvin scare eu again ?
heeheee! random .
look at the guys stretching . wa lao, i was thinking, liddat wo bu shi fall xia qu le .
i mus be toking. nvm, its a miracle tat the small protuding rock didn break with so many ppl standing on it . probably 4?
after a tiring stretch , alex decided to take a pic .
fang looks dead . and xiangyu looks amazed by sth .
im on the rock behind . and ben looks hilarious like tat .
jus randomly wanna sae thats me . =X
this is supposed to be the snake skin .
xiangyu STOP BEING A GAY CAN!
wa, SUNLINGHT!! zhong dian is not at ben de distorted face .
haha , tired neh . XH UR SHOES ARE RANDOM!
eefang where got so shy one, FAKED FAKED! when things get bored, jiu zi pai norh . haha .
why they always not prepared one!
heehee! eefang don bang me !
the wrong river. its shallow .
why everyone like habing cramp liddat >?
its damn slippery, of cos grab sth huge rite ? =X oops, ben don kill me~
fang, eu don dare to move huh ?
at the rapids, only the 3 of us go there, others are merely near -.-
see see! i giak the slippers so tightly.
she's habing fun with the wood .
they are so far far away .
there, the rapids. ? where we were.
i wasnt posing. i was abt to fall . haha .
see, serious work ok , no fooling ard .
argh dumb . haha .
superman~~~
stoneman.
lol, chit chatting? nono . playing zhong ji mi ma.
a continuous strand of ple .
when toking fails, SPLASH ARG~~~~
ben is so tyco .
ys shldnt stay there and look at us seh .
see the rest, so serious. only we crazy .
haha im tired le .
i no hand narh! trying to grab stone.
our table of food . haha .
hope eu guys enjoyed the pics. haha . took me along time to post eu noe! haha .
im emo @12:11 PM;
wensx*: QUICK TAKE PIC TAKE PIC!!
see! surrounded!
cam whore? nonono . merely collecting memories .
OMG! KISS!!!
the sky is so clear of obstacles seh~~
ppl caught unprepared except me . [eefang STOP PEEKING NARH! ask eu come take eu don wan! ]
finally seh .
nice rite? the small town with the big limestone cave. its so cloudy . .
we are gonna squeeze thru that small lil entrance .
OH MY! scary seh .
look at that lil black black thing in front of ben! thatsx me =X
yeowsiong doing ru lai shen chang . =X
wads with tat face xh~ did kelvin scare eu again ?
heeheee! random .
look at the guys stretching . wa lao, i was thinking, liddat wo bu shi fall xia qu le .
i mus be toking. nvm, its a miracle tat the small protuding rock didn break with so many ppl standing on it . probably 4?
after a tiring stretch , alex decided to take a pic .
fang looks dead . and xiangyu looks amazed by sth .
im on the rock behind . and ben looks hilarious like tat .
jus randomly wanna sae thats me . =X
this is supposed to be the snake skin .
xiangyu STOP BEING A GAY CAN!
wa, SUNLINGHT!! zhong dian is not at ben de distorted face .
haha , tired neh . XH UR SHOES ARE RANDOM!
eefang where got so shy one, FAKED FAKED! 
its damn slippery, of cos grab sth huge rite ? =X oops, ben don kill me~
fang, eu don dare to move huh ?
at the rapids, only the 3 of us go there, others are merely near -.-
see see! i giak the slippers so tightly.
she's habing fun with the wood .
they are so far far away .
there, the rapids. ? where we were.
i wasnt posing. i was abt to fall . haha .
see, serious work ok , no fooling ard .
argh dumb . haha .
superman~~~
stoneman.
lol, chit chatting? nono . playing zhong ji mi ma.
a continuous strand of ple .
when toking fails, SPLASH ARG~~~~
ben is so tyco .
ys shldnt stay there and look at us seh .
see the rest, so serious. only we crazy .
haha im tired le .
i no hand narh! trying to grab stone.
dumb .
qhere is xh looking at ?
unglam . =X
i kna washed away trying to crawl back . no one HELP ME!
did he fall aslp ?
they very slow to settle down seh .
ken bu hui gong arh~~ bu hui arh~~ 
i kena washed away AGAIn, and fang luff so happily at me 
hahaha . i dono wad to sae. did kelvin jus stand up frm falling ?
haha fang is floating away . they watched her float .
wad narh~ taKE TAKE TAKE . 
another unglam person. xh, don get excited over ken.
wa, fang de leg white dao can shine seh .
why are eu all, ALL LUFFING AT ME! idiot ben .
sth is in my pants. =X
omgomg. KISS!
REPORT POLICE!! GOT CORPSE!
everyone look lost in this pic. haha
unglam guy with black underwear. NOT I SAE ON! eefang said so .
SOOOO, eefang is at here playing with kid.
so motherly hor? i dono why. somemore, mother-child clothes.
moneky see monkey do . haha .
fang so shocked abt wad? don care. pose O_O! 
hand in hand, we will walked thru .
this is how messy the guys room is. haiyo .
the scandalous pair .
the next scandal. haha :X
ken mus be hungry, keep staring at the kitchen.
alex and his gamboy . which i created a stupid trend of playing tetris . haha
BEN!~ why eu box xy ?
