Monday, July 30, 2007
jus got home after a swim. hees. it really feels WHOA to go swimming after an entire dae in skool from like wad 7am to 6pm?yeah. after which was like chiong home dinner, den rest awhile, 750 left home. soooo, by the time i got there, lock my stuff, ready to JUMP into the pool was like 830? and guess wad, i bought a CHILD ticket for 50 CENTs! =x LOLS! the lady sae before 18, is child -.- OH NO, did she mean that fang is a grown-up? i bet there are exceptions. lols. ok ttats beside the . LOLS ! the thing is tat the pool closes at 930. so faster i jump into the poool, swim awhile. soak awhile, den go bathe le. SO! i gan chiong narh~ 930 CLOSE NEH! lols.. den.. . . . tell eu all one BIG secret. i gan chiong dao when i came out of the complex, i realised! OH SHIT! pants wear wrong side =x MA LU! as for wad happen after that, DON TELL EU NEH :P . nanny nanny poo poo!! =x
im emo @10:26 PM;
Sunday, July 29, 2007
judging from wad i hab now. . im clueless how am i gonna squuuuuueeze out 85 bucks for the tix tml. jus pray tat there will be a fairygodmother appearing tonight . PEK! oh ya, the theme for this yr's prom is partido royale. sounds cool. bud sad to sae, i don uds! lols . dats the prob with cool stuff LOL! nvm, jus hope dat my prom skirt, will not be too weird for this theme, i hope. OH GOD! shiwen COME BACK TO REALITY! urs As is still not over yet !lols. . .[oh btw, this is the color of the possible candidate of one of the skirts ]
im emo @11:26 PM;
Saturday, July 28, 2007
i alwaes fear,
the moment i open up my eyes,
eu wud disappear.
im emo @4:50 PM;
Friday, July 27, 2007
i had the 幸福的味道 earlier. hees. was grinning frm ear to ear. i dont noe whether its really becos of the tasty strawberries or the person beside.i think probably , only fang uds wads tat. the walk home , seemed to hab temporarily let me forget the burden i hab gotten on my back . the heavy one, is almost gonna choke me . the wind and rain hitting on me , i wonder has someone change it to heart-piercing weapons as i feels hurt every step i took forward . im sort of feeling down now . nth seems right . it shall be a happy weekend , i hope .
im emo @11:17 PM;
Thursday, July 26, 2007
i was kind of busy with all the tests and stuff till i was caught in a mess of notes . my table was worse than a dumping ground. i wud call it a refugee camp, with only ONE refugee - me .
dont uds why our study break was taken away, bud realise, it realy seems as tho there are too lil time, or rather, the fact is, it is too lil now . stacks and stacks of revision papers, i wanna do up my maps . skooling till 505 almost everyday, isnt a gd way to keep me energetic.
i wonder if can go out to study at nights. i hope i can, cos if nort, the bed will really distract the exhausted + deprived me .
im emo @6:51 PM;
Monday, July 23, 2007
as for ytd, was spent with him . as usual, kena forced to eat this and tat by him . walked the same old path , bud with different feelings . i was reminded of the gentle look in ur eyes many many many yrs back. now, or rather, it has been lost for a long time too. mixed with alot other feelings . eu said, one week frm now. bud, i cud clearly tell eu, i don nid the one week. i dono my ans. ._.
im emo @12:42 AM;
Sunday, July 22, 2007
i WAS scolded asked to post by yao! haha! ok i nice ok, tho i replied eu so slowly jus now. =x
hab eu tried developing 900++ pics at one go? WELL!! i did ! on sat. hahaha~ 509 mine, and 400++ tam's. hahaha~
its not i zi pai ok ! its jus, i nvr develop from my digital cam before. so all those wad grad dae arh, cheering for hanwei's debate arh, expose arh, class outings arh, all haben develop. alot alot of memories. so yea, its jus very accumulated norh~
i think the uncle who developed those pics, shld be quite WHOA by my face. hahaha .
not bad norh , liddat still can take cab home frm rivervale plaza, ALL THANKSX to TAM! . hahaha . .
im emo @11:43 PM;
Friday, July 20, 2007
im emo @12:03 AM;
Thursday, July 19, 2007
无形的伤害使得我好痛好痛好痛 。。
软弱的哭泣声，我希望没人能听见~
im emo @12:32 AM;
Monday, July 16, 2007
wa piang! class without the guys, really damn quiet. its probably only me and eefang toking narh! ultra weirdness !
& I REALISED how noisy the guys were when dey were ard. COME BACK~ hahaha!
-moodless-
._.
im emo @9:36 PM;
Sunday, July 15, 2007
我站在十字路口的交界处，再一次的彷徨无助。 有股坐下哭泣的冲动。， 四年前的 七月十五日无知，幼稚， 再加点好奇。 开始了新的一页。不了解与兴奋 。期待着幸福的那一天。今日的七月十五。成熟，疲惫， 再加点厌倦。多了猜疑～老早结束了上一页，理解与不愉快期待变成等待 一个不可能的将来 我累了。一直活在回忆里。不踏实。
im emo @2:10 AM;
Saturday, July 14, 2007
akido for the pe elective. the boys + me and fang. many asked wad the hell is fang doing here, NO LINK frm akido and her. and there i am replying, there, here is the link. akido ok narh, seems fun. bud not so much of the kicks and punches, its more of the defense part? for todae ba. + alot of rolling frwd and backward.fang really ROLLS~ =x like a popiah. tho shld be quite tiring rite, the guys stil went to bball . while me, of cos sit there and dai dee again. HAHA ! its bored OK~ dinner took like 1 and a half hrs ? or was it 2 . haha . crapping with mu and ben . and realise tat , sometimes a r/s can really be sweet~ p.s : fang, eu can alwaes look for pple to tok to. bud afterall, its jus part of life, mayb jus hab to learn to accept, tho its not simple. time heals.
im emo @10:22 PM;
Friday, July 13, 2007
fri the 13th. so the unlucky day it is . starting with , crazy rumblings during class . MERCI choc from the phy department - for thee rare happening tat the top class for phy coincidentally happens to be the most improved class. and the more coincidentally it is , to be MY class. haha . and den , the huge commotion made by junwei in mac, spilling of 2 cokes. i almost spilled by corn cup . and out of a sudden, we realised its 145! and we had to get back to the same place in an hrs time .so smart are we~ back home, jus anyhow grab clothes, and left home . horrifyingly, i realised im late . & was running abt in heels. it hurts. certainly. obviously, the sk ginas were the last to reach , all becos of me and fang. haha . nvm it is, i put on the mascara on the train, shaky it was , bud more embarrassed tho . haha . with shawn realising the effect aka difference of mascara. chiong to suntec, in a super fast walking speed, dat got my toe a huge blister , we are still very late . dark it was , we cudnt find seats for everyone.oh and there was this eccentric sounding guy who approached us at the entrance of suntec, saying can he folo us to the cinema. so its the same guy who sat beside alex . while i was trying to let shawn and june noe where we were, that same guy , actually touched me on my arms, and sae , can eu switch off ur phone ?[ if im not wrong, he said. for me? ] oh god, how shameless can pple get . the show went on , i was abt to fall aslp tho. there comes the ending, and our dinner. haha . so we happily sat there and played dai dee while waiting. how suay can it get , to get diamond 3 for 4 times out of the 4 times we played. eventually was asked by the manager of the food court to stop. kns. my gonna-break-soon toes were so tired, dat i had difficulty climbing stairs . howeva, they stil brought me to marina sq where we sat to play asshole dai dee . with so many couples ard, ya it indeed feels weird to see us all singles. haha . got home eventually dragging my feet as slowly as possible . TA DA ! im here , gonna end the fri the 13th post. haha~
im emo @11:03 PM;
Thursday, July 12, 2007
eu call urself a guy ? OMG! i hab nvr seen such . . well i wud sae, mei feng du de guy to the extreme . ignoring us . not replying us . oh pls. we are better off eating tgt , than tat . sigh , so tats the communication . wad a sad case. im pissed , once again .
im emo @9:34 PM;
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
the week has started for 2 days. and i hab lost 2 things in skool ! DARNED ! how careless can i get . sobs. and of the 2 items i lost , one of it is in a dumb position. =x inside my phy tys at the answers there. . a pic . an impt photo to me . i really wanna retrieve it back dat i walked all over the skool when i noticed it's missing . i nid it back ~ and while walking , alot of tots norh . which were disrupted by this conversation: K: shiwen! are eu still the chem rep ? wensx*: ya im still the chem rep..K: oh, dats gud . wensx*: -.-?? orh ok..K: how did the class do for chem mid yr? wensx*: 6 passed, 3 sub passed .K & U : O_O! K: how come liddat ? wensx*: hmm . . hmm . . U: wa! wad hab eu all been doing? K: dey are the beta batch already .U: wad clasS?wensx*: 211U: J1 ? wensx*: J2 . ya, its sort of the beta results ? *said with uncertainty tho*U: oh, dats bad. its midyr and eu pple are getting such results. so eu guys can all die tgt. and eu are still happie abt it ~ wensx*: thansx arh . *and i walk away*. how URGH! is this ! VERY! 
wads this some may ask. well, if i sae its my corrections in pt form for geog MYE, no one will believe. haha . well IT IS ! the great artist JUN-nium had created this mess =x oh btw, JUN-nium is an alpha particle frm JUNE the atom. its massive and destructive. HAHA!
and if eu see the scribbling ard it , she EVEN cut into my words. look carefully into it , and eu will see this .. spidey alike scary looking thing on top, dat she says she has drawn me my mickey .
as for MYE results, not that disastrous for mine, but not satisfactory either. esp maths, i failed my own expectations, serriously. at least for now, there aint any F-s . bud, really mus bucked up le ~OH ! && ! im so ecstatic abt sth. i hab a 10/10 qn for paper 3 PHY! can eu imagine? i still cudnt believe my eyes. im habing a dull mood, paired with the dull color. *EMO*
im emo @4:51 PM;
Saturday, July 7, 2007
TODAE is o7o7o7! haha , best dae for marriage .
narh~ not mine . hmm actually is nth narh , jus wanna hab a post on this special day hees .
dat sounds really dumb . anyway, im going for harry potter this fri WHOA! im superrrrr looking frwd to it narh ! how i wish it comes earlier!
ytd went for the movie, transformers. not bad arh , quite cool. haha . despite the fact dat the person next to me , seems to be the in constant fright. with hands covering the ear thruout the show . i cant uds how she did it , bud ya , i bet she thinks its a horror movie or sth ? O_O~
and tat person jus coincidentally happened to be fang. haha =x
as for todae, its training day ! haha has been long since i put on my gee pants, probably like 1 mth? HAHA! opera estate pri skool , is really at such an ulu site, walked dao leg almost duan~
& tml there's grading. i nid plenty of luck for the back hook and also the sparring . hope yong huan don too agitated until she grab my toe. hahahahaha . .
im emo @8:05 PM;
Wednesday, July 4, 2007
i strongly believed that. .im a clean freak ! -.-
i actually went to extent like , going up and clean aircon pipes? clean the switches with scented tissues? clean the phones not only the one in my room , bud all the phones in the hse ? and also the door knots . even the door also cant be spared . neither did the top of the cupboard and the door .the clock in my mum's room is pretty dusty . i almost went to clean the vertical tiles in the kitchen . it seems oily to me ? she washes the floor in the kitchen everyday , why cant she make a bit more eeffort to clean the tiles too ! guess wad , when im free , i actually clean the walls in my room ? despite the fact dat i don do hsework . haha . its jus a very strong intuitive dat pushes me to do tat ~ i cant stand dust , nor do my skin and nose . haha . tell me im not habin some weird habits =x
im emo @8:45 PM;
Tuesday, July 3, 2007
the morning surprise nvr fails to thrill me to bits . XD !
*shy shy* hahaha ! its a kind of waiting , which may lead to disappointment or if not , an excited dae ahead . heess . .
&& , the crappy session with the guys , alwaes make us luff like siao !
dey are soo lame and kiddish !
make me really wonder , how long can this last .
how many morning thrills can i still get .
how many rubbish sessions left .
yet , the current me has not mastered treasuring .
im emo @7:03 PM;
Sunday, July 1, 2007
im emo @10:50 PM;
wads this some may ask. well, if i sae its my corrections in pt form for geog MYE, no one will believe. haha . 
