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Monday, June 23, 2008

early morning when im left with 8 hrs there.

hahaha. those files that accompanied me for 2 mths.. aint they thicker than my jc notes..

the cubicle dat i shared with lam. its sooooo big.

yesh, big until she tried to shit there.

invoices lying all over the place.

i was so tired till my panda eyes are showing..

i tot it wud be gud to blog in this cold night before i go to bed..

once the morning starts, it will be another busy week..

fri was the last day of work at PSB. it was a drama-mama day.. right after i on my laptop, lights out le.. -.- blackout..

i was sitting with eefang then. lam and another colleague happily come and join us. my incharge was funny enough to ask me WHY was my laptop still on despite the blackout.. oh well, i bet he doesnt noe that laptop got battery de ~

altho don like the job scope there.. but has grew to get used to the environment.. and with lam and eefang, the day is alwaes funny.. for they , alwaes luff at me for some strange and unknown reason..

2 mths there. get to see how pple fight for credits. do taiji when comes to job allocation. or rather there wasnt any allocation. its just being passed down.

saturday was tam tam's bdae. hope she enjoyed. im a bad host .

nth much dat i wanna say abt it..

did the shopping of the groceries with mingjie. and alot of funny things happen.. like being misunderstood as a married couple -.- , and him being said to be an uncle. oh well...

i took a packet of cai chye.
mj: aiyoh.. so big packet..
auntie took another packet and passed to me..
auntie: na.. 这个两个人吃刚刚好。
O_O! stunned we were..

and when boarding the bus,
another auntie said to her kids,
让uncle 先走。
mj: wad the. i become uncle.
(luff till mad. )

we had mahjong, and steamboat. all at my hse . it was inddeed weird to have frens from all over the place. haha . as in , her frens , but different cliques. happy bdae tammie..

just as i looked up and saw the pictures on the wall.. i realised, how much i have changed.. im no longer capable to luff like before, smile like before .

im emo @2:27 AM;

Thursday, June 19, 2008

NO more 鱼汤 for me le.. SO SAD !
the nicest , freshest here.

i hab been eating alot during my 2 mths here.
colleagues feeding with eclairs, puffs..
lammie feeding with green tea red bean bread, chocs..
eefang feeding with coconut sugar, the strawberry rolls and you yu..
i hab been eating bread.. mamee.. yam.. jelly.. ALMOND drink..

i will miss 鱼汤, chao kwey tiao, swee kuai, jelly, 鱼片米粉.. etc etc.. oh my!
its very fishy here. hahahah..

email me at. shi-wen.tan@tuv-sud-psb.sg
this is the very last chance. LOL. GRAB IT!! it will expire tml. lols. so pls better don anyhow sms after tml . lOL . cos it will not be send to invisible space, it will be routed to my colleagues. HHAHA

btw, cudnt imagine how we walked back from jalan kayu ytd night. LOL. tho wasnt really feeling well then, but joined in the walk tgt with the guys and wo de ai. so happily we walked. its alwaes filled with laughter to be with them .

luffing at the nonsensical stuff tat jw and fang do. of jw being the fangling 9.0 . hahah. and ben saying dat its just a matter of zero multiplied by 9 times = zero .

oh well.. i m just being happie to be out with them , altho nobody knows how long this will ever last..

im emo @1:31 PM;

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

grrr.. when we were in pri , sec skool, we alwaes like to describe one faint .
i nvr tried of fainting.. (i mean who wud wanna try -.- )
till ytd.. the feeling sucks.

really blank out, giddy with vision blurred and swinging.. den u wont be able to walk in a straight line. leg nua diao!
sway like one kind. HAHA, den...... u feel so closed to the grd.. and yah , u fainted there.. LOL

i didn faint, merely sat down.

luckily, got one couple saw me.. and the hao xin auntie walked me home.. its definitely the first time i walked across a road, when the green man turns green, with my eyes closed....

oh well.. mayb its time for me to get a rest, and stop going out after work. ok oh well, the work is ending soon.. this couple of days, really busy to the max cos gonna do closing le.. summary for all the stuff and hand back the stuff that are in my hands..

feeling a lil down..

im emo @9:29 AM;

Monday, June 16, 2008

i feel so lousy, with so much in mind. & realising, i can get so fickle minded when im involved in many major decision making.

(well, really gotta thanks to alex, for letting me be able to feel relieved for a moment after settling one issue.)

i really got no other places to vomit all that out...
anyway, for the very first time, i played mahjong till 3am -.-
ok, employ me as a full time mahjong player ba..
my job is ending this fri.. LOL !

making my mondae, such a beautiful one.. no more blues, only slacking..
朝九晚五 de days are only left with 4 . will kind of miss it i think. not here, but this kind of lives, of awaitin for the pay.. HAHA.. and looking frwd to 12pm, and den 6pm.

more mahjong sessions pls. tammie, this is for u. HAHA ! and hopefully, agnes faster come back and we can only need one more ka. YAY !

211's guys hab POP. seems like dey hab grown? HAHA, in size and mental strength, but HUGE decrease in intelligence.. =x tats gd la, got mature abit.. and junwei sweeps the floor daily.. so, anyone in need of maids, can mayb employ him?!

grrrr... it really feels "damn it" to noe tat holiday is ending.. and i still got the stupid qualifying english test to go to.. immmmm sooooo gonnnnnaaaaa flunk it.. die..

im emo @1:45 PM;

Friday, June 6, 2008

im really damn angry right now. and apparently, i even got the urge to just pack bag and run away..

ok i have decided that i gonna camp elsewhere for 2 3 days and shall see how things go.. hais.. am i becoming more rebellious? or doing wad i shld do ?

don force me. its just tat the worst is yet to come..

im emo @12:25 AM;

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

LALALA.. class outing on last sat . it was pretty dumb to be at the beach on a rainy day.
started to rain when i gotta white sands, so as usual i ran frm the bus stop to beneath the railway track. panting like mad. drenched i was , but my clothes dry up soon.

came out of white sands. only to find that it started raining again .
so , we took a bus to parkway. my goodness sake lo , parkway raining even heavier.
but we didn wanna get umbrellas, also don wanna let eefang wait.

stupid min min came out with a stupid idea. (to use trash bags as ponchos)
i cant imagine myself doing such a stupid thing with them sia. no doubt, YESH I DID THAT .
and its such a long walk.

we didn do much la. merely had dinner, and had a gd time luffing at the stupid act we did. hahaha.. and then, listening to the guys tok abt their army life. (dey nvr get sick of it .) and well, tok alot. also, exchanging like where we are heading to the next phase of our lives. apparently , more than half the class is going NTU, so next time our gathering will be there. -.- HAHA .

its alwaes a great day out with the class. with so many botak heads esp. 16 were there, both my ai ai nvr go. kns ! whack them !!

211 really super don care image de hor.
OH WELL, who cares.

no pics for the class outing, cos i happily forgot.

im emo @8:31 AM;