Thursday, May 29, 2008
don really noe how to help u . im kind of useless .oh well., i tide thru the same thing , with the same kind of torture . tho i don wanna see u in the same kind of shit , it seems that the cure is still in the hands of the cause .
its ok to feel lost at times, but rmb to find ur way.
let us be the lamp that guide u ( to the guang ming shan -.- )
just like how dee-s alwaes appear when u need them in the game,
we will be an ultra big one like the one in the pic. and be able to cover ur head . :))
im emo @11:59 PM;
Monday, May 26, 2008
I got pretty angry after reading the newspapers today.
It says that China has $2 trilion and dono how many millions available for reconstruction of the eq-hit zones. and so why are most of the ppl donating to China instead of Myanmar ?
In fact, while Myanmar remained silence abt the amt tat they are receiving, they are receiving donations from China. in other words, China has enough to give others .
but wads enough ? how much is enough ?
I felt a lil cheated . as i was pretty touched by the charity show ytd night. altho , i would say not by the performance.. but by a msg and a poem read out loud. and i even teared . thats why i got really angry-.0
one of which is on a mother protecting her 4 mths baby with her own body. when she was dug out., the baby was still sound aslp and in the hands of the mum , was a mobile with the following words typed in :
亲爱的宝贝 ,
如果你还活着,请你记得我爱你.
as for the poem, the poetist wrote it in the pt of view of the children who died in the eq, telling their mothers to live on and be strong. (so repeatedly there was.. 妈妈,别哭 in the poem. )
however, in my opinion, shldnt the authorities be blamed for this ? as in , mayb a massacre of those who exploited from the building of substandard skools and homes. they ought to pay for all these loss of innocent lives. little children who have not seen the world yet .
while they might wan to contd to skool the next day , their opportunities were taken away by the black hearted evil monsters.
and how abt those who became orphans in just a day .
they had predicted the eq . but once again , due to wadsoever economic reasons, all these lives were seemed to be small as compared . why humans don learn.. isnt the lesson of the Tsunami just couple of yrs ago alrdy a slap in the face , a slit in the heart..?
more than 60,000 deaths. mayb to geog students, this might just be a case study used to compare with the Tangshan eq , like the way we used Kobe, Japan .
im emo @3:31 PM;
Friday, May 23, 2008
What Tan Shi Wen Means
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You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.
You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.
You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.
You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!
You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.
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Taken frm cle's blog. and wondered, oh well there are some similarities.. cud everyone's be almost the same...? nvm.. crapping..
im emo @2:25 PM;
Thursday, May 22, 2008

OOOOO MJ BOLEH MJ BOLEH ! all the rest can go fly kites..
yesh, its the annual mj soccer finals. OMG OMG WE WON LA ! won back the title.. super fun !
didn see our lousy drum.. but there were plenty of pails..
OH ya, there was this lion looking person.. -,- which was said to be the security guard O_O ?
the mask was an ugly one tho.
i was at the grandstand area. the atmosphere seriously cant be compared to the one below.
teachers afterall don cheer as much.. hahaha.. so me and jingjing were somehow like idiots.. HAHAH !
anyway, taking part in the skool event ( also, the tkd competition) really felt great . cheering for ur skool SHIOK ! even tho we may think it was stupid when we were "supposed" to do so.. but come to think of it , its sth u cant hab when u start working..
feel the MERIDIAN MIGHT !
im emo @11:30 AM;
Monday, May 19, 2008
i miss skooling days.
even the late nights, spent trying to cramp all the stupid facts into the weeny mind, seems to be sth worth missing.
;(
im emo @8:49 PM;
Saturday, May 17, 2008
saturday afternoon shld be spent just like wad i am doing now.nua-ing ard in the living room, randomly switching chnls and watching videos . got sian of the videos? and just turn ard and nap.
super craving for mac breakfast now tho. oh wells.. time for nap le.. >.<
im emo @12:58 PM;
Friday, May 16, 2008
i think one of my incharge likes me to clear her mails daily.. so much till.. she asked me when am i leaving.. and even gave the damn sad face..but i seriously wonder, if i did not cross the departmentsss and help her, is she supposed to finish everything by herself.. and how possible is that.. apparently, im doing for both accounts payable and receivable.. (if anyone noe wad the hell dey are.. cos i didn till recently..)
im emo @4:20 PM;
Thursday, May 15, 2008
nvr get into the same kind of shit as m e . . .
im currently working under 4 persons. and thats freaking bad.
under the tree diagram, the one at the bottom gets all the shit. ;(
im emo @9:05 AM;
Sunday, May 11, 2008

the centre of attraction,
constantly surrounded by others.
glamourous you may seemed to be,
yet, no one knows the darkness of the glam.
hab you noticed my presence?
the leaf that enhanced you.
which part of you, contains me?
i asked.
im emo @2:37 AM;
Saturday, May 10, 2008
我的快乐,就因为你的存在。
而,你的呢?
是因为我,还是因为她?
im emo @5:38 PM;
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
YIPPEE YA YA YIPPEE YIPPEE YA !
HALO! im currently at work.. and apparently im giap between 2 incharges.. and thats how im gonna die.. squashed to death.. anyway.. previously, i worked in the event held by the company tam tam working in.. know some new pple, work with some old ppl ( NO DOUBT! the old ppl = MY AI AI ) hahahaha.. it was fun, felt like habing camping.. and fighting a war when the break time starts.. as in, break time for those listeners.. haha.. it was fun la, dont mind working the long hrs.. some pics to share k .
why cant pple behind be guai abit and stay put like me and fang?
who so evil sneakily take pic of us when i camwhoring?
there! this is the sneaky person..
at last, everyone has a unglam sight. (MARY I DIDN NOE UR MOUTH SO BIG ! )
OH OH ! thanks to tam for intro the job. (she insisted that i must treat her makan) but i tot i did arh ? that night? tho shi alex pay de.. =x
less than 2 hrs to the end of work. super look forward to weekends. thats probably the case when one is stucked to the monotonous office life bah.. and when u are constantly asked to send emails.. 0.o
back to work. :3
im emo @10:15 PM;