y eu cud realise.. </33 ] ::[if onl

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

im back. DECLARED dead. pics shall come alive and tok.

tats wad eu do when..

eu are sick of studying..

so eu grab someone, who does stupid stuff..

and somehow, i was thrown out of alex's pokeball, [made of pingpong]

to camwhore.

its not my fault,

eu see.

i jus wanna be funny.

oh btw, i bit alex's hand todae. tho it tastes saltish, which is EEK! bud bud bud!! serve him right for hitting me, and blocking my DARLING face. lol =X idiot! retard!

and and and! i hab a junior from vietnam, WA!! so cool dui ma? DUI NORH!

shiwen is proud to hab a vietnamese fren .

and ben is dumb to sae tat vietnam is well known for elephants-.- and ong bak! -.- bo bian, tats how his name came abt . BEN!

im emo @6:33 PM;

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

there was once a saying tat goes,

“完美的爱情是得不到的爱情。”

但，对诗雯而言，

“没尝试过的爱情却是失败的爱情。”

你对爱情的定义又是什么呢～？

im emo @7:50 PM;

Monday, January 29, 2007

miracles really mus happen tml, the dae after and the dae after next~

its like 930 narh, and i jus settled down, at the my table after bath. GREAT job man shiwen~ eu are damn freaking dead if eu hab not noticed.

eu BETA SHOO SEH! and off to ur organic chem , ur alkane, alkene, arene, benzene, wadeva wadeva reagents condition, c=c and WADEVA~

ok, i will be gd, cos i jus got told off by the rational side of me. byebye-.-

im emo @9:31 PM;

Sunday, January 28, 2007

im rushing for time..
DO EU noe?
lol, yet im crapping here.

todae's post is lame.
it will be full of crap.
do eu still wanna contd reading?
aiyah eu so crap, sure will de.
see!
eu are, if not eu wun see this.

this is the result of tons of hwk,
and many tests ,
and much much more needed to be done de work,
and don wanna do phy spa skill A bud still die die go do,
and also, clearing the piles on the table,
bud till not cleared.

this is the cause of my lameness tonight,
wa piang,
eu also bery wu liao rite,
tats why still reading.
HAIYO!
stop NARH!

oops. =/
im toking to myself-.-

bad symptom seh.
of becoming crazy ?
mayb neh!
die..~~

im emo @9:56 PM;

Saturday, January 27, 2007

started todae with chingay again -.- its a total bore~ yup, and den i went for dance =]!! at ncps. for ncps and nchs de anniversary, opening performance.

familiar voices,
familiar dancesteps,
familiar de wushu lao shi,
familiar de ballet lao shi,
familiar de modern dance lao shi,
different dancemates ard,
different kind of feeling,

yuppie, and as usual, lao shi de "responding test".. -.-

bud kind of tio shocked.. cos.. when cheryl[my junior] was toking to wushu lao shi, i stand beside, den he "punch" me on the stomach O_O! [not tat forceful narh, bud, it sounds weird if i sae touch ma-.- ] so now eu noe why i got an obsession over punching ppl on the stomach~ LOL!

im so damn tempted by the plan of ndp. felt like joining, bud knew I CANT! eek! there are 3 tests coming up next week, im so dead.

mon- fri : skooling daes .
mon & wed : tkd
thur & sun : optional tkd training
sat : chingay + dance .
sun: SLP!

CAN EU IMAGINE HOW DEAD IM GONNA BE IN any hols coming up? i nid a break man!

im emo @5:40 PM;

Friday, January 26, 2007

yuppie, todae lesson was very bored. went to bukit panjiang O_O! ya i noe very far.. den, i go sit the bukit panjiang de LRT WHOA! SO STYLO! lol.. tats the first time i sit tat seh, despite sk de.. bud its a COMPLETE DIFF kind of feel!! and, i see the track turn here turn there.. lol..

when is the last time eu did sth for the first time??
wensx screams, "todae!!!!"

went woodlands meetup with tam, to fulfill our haircut promise frm the start of the yr.. hahaha~ yuppie, wa piang weh! tat jantsen and jeanyip kind of cheat money? jantsen, cos, there write for cut and wash $22, BUD diff according to hair length.. den, jean yip, there write cut $21.90, BUD NO WASH! wtf, so end up, i pay like $28.90 for the cut&wash at jean yip..

i kind of prefer my previous hair style. bud cannot sae anything bad abt the hairdresser.. cos i told him, "cut anything eu think tat it suits me.. " -.- ya, and i ended up looking like a small kid? nvm, =] look at the pics to see how kidd-ish~

nvm abt my retard hand, i also dono why its there.

BOO!

we are damn cheapo, cos, we didn wanna pay for the ex neoprint~

im getting stingy =]

duckie~

bad quality of the cam, cos, its the one for video conference, main pt is retard expression. lol

smile ba~

tam insisted all these zilian-ness~

LOOK! im reluctant k~ =X

bud still contd smiling..

and cant stop seh!

i CANT CONTROL MYSELF! OH NO!

im emo @8:08 PM;

Thursday, January 25, 2007

i think my class ppl, is starting to cant stand me seh.. cant stand my zi pai - ness.. hahaha! cannot blame me narh. =P

HAHAHA! camwhore for the entire afternoon. forgive me!

come nearer, i BEAT EU!

mai mai mai~

FANG FANG!

i definitely looks sian! and ben, has a spastic face -.-

LAI! qing yi ge! LOL!

OH BEN?

eefang says: im gonna WHACK ALL OF EU!

迷路“雄”！

小白“笨”！

watery eyes. ='(

dont i look real shag?

see! so messy my hair..

CMI NARH! im shag~

im emo @7:52 PM;

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

wad i like abt skool is tat, i hab an active class who can go crazy with me.. ? OR am i the only one going crazy, and they merely accept it ? =X

anyway, eefang arh, definitely can luff dao siao with me man! haha! to think of gp lesson todae, SO CRAPPY! pancakes! demon! =X tats so = to NO LINK!

i tried copying hwk during lect, bud its definitely AWFUL! mj tchers are so much of discipline man! dey definitely noe ways to make eu pay attention, for they will be walking ard, sitting near eu.. till eu cant copy?

however, me and alex SUPER FUNNY! we are copying narh, den we 2 machiam "partners in crime",

wensx*: ai ai, lecturer lecturer walking up..

alex: mr lim mr lim! he walking down..

wensx: HAHAHAH!

we are like keeping a lookout seh.. so terrible..

maths lect was like a super dangerous place todae! 2vp, 1 p, in the LT at diff period of time.. c' mon seh! lecture 50mins, dey think wad? lun liu? bud we didn really care, and was damn noisy.. as in, not my class la, the whole LT in general.

im terribly tired. shag. WADEVA. bud i still cant forget taking some pics.

im emo @6:43 PM;

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

EEK! stupid blogger seh.. jus now when i came home, and finished typing, the system got some error, and my entire post was, "TADA lost.."

skool is damn damn damn boring nowadaes.. and.. when im bored, i will do sth.. [shh! don sae out!! ]

shall let pics do the toking abt the boring lessons.. while i shall go do some work afterwards..

this is nice. early morning 637?

tats alex? act cool seh-.- [its a sneak attack actually]

him and his retarded smilE?

its bored VERY BORED during gp.. =X [hope mr ling don see this..]

FANG! lol.. 她是我的人！

bud, where's my 门？

cny deco is SUPER BORED!

bud the class seems to be serious abt it?

she ownself take one. [pardon me for scaring eu all, cos she scared me too]

O_O! zibin.. fang sneak attack de.. not me..

so dumb narh, cover ur own face with ur own finger-.-

yup, its a dark pic.

ken~ he got a retard face.. i noe..

im emo @8:38 PM;

Monday, January 22, 2007

我难过，
我快乐，
我困惑，
我矛盾

只因为你～　
if only eu cud realise..

jc2 is starting to be a tougher path. increased speed for lect and tut, upcoming events and also competitions.. its no longer a simplistic thingy..

*i went like camwhore the entire dae todae. will try to upload them, probably several days later when i cud even catch more slp..

im emo @10:32 PM;

alex sae im getting lazier jus becos i didn blog for 2 days?!
lol. funny person..
nvm, and now he is trying to sae i sae myself lazy~~ -.-
so childish, so i wrote sth to let him noe im not lazy? LOL!

read le, TAG NEH!

im emo @12:09 AM;

Friday, January 19, 2007

明亮的路灯，
却无法照亮我的心房。
昔日的道路，
却没有了你我的踪影。

我放慢了脚步，
仔细地寻找我们的脚印，
却发现了我们那段记忆。

我只希望找回：
。
。
。
。
。
。
。
。
。
。

那个被遗忘的我。。　

im emo @9:15 PM;

Thursday, January 18, 2007

how i wish..
tat eu cud be at the same corner looking at me..
how i wish..
tat eu cud hold my hand the way eu did..
how i wish..
tat eu didn came upon my life..

if only i cud wish tat i didn wish..

todae is jus not my dae.
quarrel with uncle paul + kena sae by lim + kena pian by info counter de ren. =(

im emo @9:02 PM;

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

如果，
时间能倒流，
我只想对你说，
我在珍惜你。

if only, eu uds~

it`s reaching.

im emo @9:05 PM;

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

im a full time slacker man =P SLACK SLACK SLACK!~
i ♥ slacking. whoa~

im emo @10:32 PM;

Sunday, January 14, 2007

i feel damn ROTTEN~

its not tat i didn do anything.
its tat eu didn notice all i hab done.
its not tat i gave up.
its tat eu didn notice all i hab suffered.
its not tat i don wanna move on.
its tat eu tat i cant forget.
its not tat i didn wanna mend.
its tat eu whom i cant face.
its not tat i wanna blame.
its tat i cant find any way.

its my failure to not notice.
its ur success to hide it.

一切都遗失在找不回的过去。

when i was giving my all, eu were there trying to forget ta. did eu eva notice my presence? or hab eu so?
i left cos i tot eu dont nid me to be there anymore. for eu hab a grp of besties ard. and im none bud one who brings all tat eu wun wan.

找不回的始终还是找不回。
无论你说你有多么想挽回，
我们还是停留在那回忆里。

对不起不再是我们所能接受。
它已变得一种负担。

在我内心的某一个深处，
在那不想被发现的一处，
你是我不想遗忘的从前～

my eyes arent for crying, bud i jus cant help it bud to use them for crying the entire night.
im so blinded by stubborness, and so do eu .

to eu, my presence may seems redundant.
to me, ur presence might hab been all i hab for tat very moment.

yet, eu gave me up.

bud eu didn notice.

we started with.. the lost of common topic..
it evolved into neglience.
it became a cant-be-bothered attitude when things get bad.
till now, its a cant-be-erased kind of wound in the heart.

i learn tat to treasure its not enuff. eu hab to grap it like the lil precious. for i hab lost it once and not yet found. tats my lesson, so learn it.

if only..
if only time can be reverted .
i wun wanna be like tat .
[aiyah, its impossible DUMBO! ]

wad passed has become part of the past.
everyone tot we are like this due to misunderstandings.
bud we jolly well noe beta tat its a strained frenship tat cannot be retrieved back .

如果可以，
我并不希望一切能从头开始。
我宁可希望一切从没发生过。

im emo @10:39 AM;

Saturday, January 13, 2007

tired man! im getting sick of chingay trainings seh . tho its the first -.- so boring, sit there listen listen listen nia.. machiam gd gal ? LOL!

ben very poor thing seh. tio sabo up. lol. cos.. they got some role play thingy.. den they read name frm name list.. " benjamin tan.."

den no one wan admit seh . lol! so dots. den alex, BO HONG~ shiwen hear ler, jiu HAHAHA! BO HONG~~~

so poor thing. lol.

the class, very fickle seh.. cannot decide wad to eat one. lol . den we eat at this hawker centre at kovan.. WA PIANG jus start to eat den got weird things happen..

weird uncle: wa they all so not gentleman one..
wensx*: [subconciously jus reply] ya norh ya norh..
weird uncle: made eu sit so far frm the food..
class: O_O!!

LOL very weird, cos we eat chicken rice, den we got main plate of chicken.. i sit machiam the chairman or sth at the end of the table? LOL! tat uncle hen kpo HOR! lol .. stupid =X

wa, alex really pro seh . lol . he can shop with 2 gals, for so long man! i think he mus be bored . or is it my class boys all got such a capability? LOL~

wo de ma ya, hougang mall de CD drama de cashier de ren hor, DAMN FLIRT SEH! -.- flirting ard with me and fang. so dots narh, when we merely wanna pay up nia.. stupid..

i wan N73!!

im emo @11:08 PM;

Friday, January 12, 2007

nth much happen todae. its like, jus a normal skooling short dae. so after skool went for some roti prata. its so complete random . cos initially i wanted to go for a movie alone? has been wanting to watch " the curse of the golden flower".. ya, sad thing tat i didn watch todae, bud cos i too lazy ler.. LOL!

i think i blog too much ler narh! until my gp essay sux like hell lar~ its so verbal in my essay man.. damnit!

frm next week onwards, i think i will hab super lil time for myself seh.. got cny rehearsal on fri after skool, and chingay trainings started last week.. all this will end near cny? WA PIANG liddat im left with sundae for myself..

do eu call this participating actively?
or is this the restrictions of my life?
in my opinion, its the latter.
do eu sae tat this is strong sense of achievement?
to me, it seems more like the tight bond im forced to make.

tho voluntary, bud, its so unfair~ i don care if i don get gd testi even after doing so muchie, all i care is the process.. if i hab enjoyed it anot..

im emo @6:27 PM;

Thursday, January 11, 2007

外头下着细细的雨，使到在家的我，
渴望你的到来，你的拥抱。。
一个可给我温暖的爱。。
与那时时刻刻都保持在 100°c 的热情。。

对了。。
就是那个你，
叫人疼惜。。
叫人心痛。。
令人伤心。。
令人难过。。
没错。。
就是你。。

im emo @9:45 PM;