someone ever told me tat, usually after the first r/s, its difficult to go onto the next one.
i agreed. for fear of failing the next one, for the haunting memories, for the one eu once loved, yeah, i dono how to overcome them.
tats why, i want nid someone to guide me out .
often, while shopping, while walking, i alwaes see couples, hand in hand walk past me . they alwaes look soooo in love .
i dono isit envy, or jealous . i dono why, bud, i will think back, and try to rmb the failed past love.
the way i held his arms tightly, as tho i nvr wanna let it go. the way we chit chat happily, as tho everyone doesnt matter at all. the way we exchanged glances, as tho we are the only ones around .
