there are too much stuff in my mind . i tried very hard to be strong , to put up a strong front . I TRIED! to hold back my tears . however, it still dropped .
why mus all of eu be like this to me ? why mus all of eu do this to me ? inside out, im HURT . it stands for: Hey U R Torn .
can eu picture how blood gushed out frm my ♥? can eu imagine how tears rushed out from my eyes ?
these are the tears of disappointment . alone in this night, i cried . lonely, bud cant be said . i merely needed a shoulder.
im no organiser . im no maid . im no anti-boredness machine . im no problem solver . don come to me when eu nid one of those .
I FEEL TERRIBLE NOW! the feeling that is going to split me apart . im a perfectionist, desire for the ideal r/s . which is an impossible .
hab i decided? YESH! i don wanna be touched by eu anymore! i don wanna listen to ur honey-coated words! i don wanna accept ur concern!
im afraid , tat eu might disappeared . some dae , some time later .
