its not tat i didn do anything. its tat eu didn notice all i hab done. its not tat i gave up. its tat eu didn notice all i hab suffered. its not tat i don wanna move on. its tat eu tat i cant forget. its not tat i didn wanna mend. its tat eu whom i cant face. its not tat i wanna blame. its tat i cant find any way.
its my failure to not notice. its ur success to hide it.
一切都遗失在找不回的过去。
when i was giving my all, eu were there trying to forget ta. did eu eva notice my presence? or hab eu so? i left cos i tot eu dont nid me to be there anymore. for eu hab a grp of besties ard. and im none bud one who brings all tat eu wun wan.
找不回的始终还是找不回。 无论你说你有多么想挽回， 我们还是停留在那回忆里。
对不起不再是我们所能接受。 它已变得一种负担。
在我内心的某一个深处， 在那不想被发现的一处， 你是我不想遗忘的从前～
my eyes arent for crying, bud i jus cant help it bud to use them for crying the entire night. im so blinded by stubborness, and so do eu .
to eu, my presence may seems redundant. to me, ur presence might hab been all i hab for tat very moment.
yet, eu gave me up.
bud eu didn notice.
we started with.. the lost of common topic.. it evolved into neglience. it became a cant-be-bothered attitude when things get bad. till now, its a cant-be-erased kind of wound in the heart.
i learn tat to treasure its not enuff. eu hab to grap it like the lil precious. for i hab lost it once and not yet found. tats my lesson, so learn it.
if only.. if only time can be reverted . i wun wanna be like tat . [aiyah, its impossible DUMBO! ]
wad passed has become part of the past. everyone tot we are like this due to misunderstandings. bud we jolly well noe beta tat its a strained frenship tat cannot be retrieved back .
