lol. as camp is approaching.. we held a meeting for the preparation.. and.. of the 4 ics for the camp.. me ben xueheng and maya.. i think xh and maya machiam dono anything for the camp..
mayb i think too much for the camp ler. lol. hahaha.. too excited ler ba.. since sec 3 jiu nvr go camp ler.. hahaha~ super high todae, also dono why.. full of laughers narh.. tats wad life shld be wad.. full of laughters..
i no mood seh. dono why. im holding back my tears. really feel like crying everything out. really felt so. keeping back all my frustrations, my hard-core feelings, replacing those with a smile or a laughter, which pierce so deep into my heartt <3. i hab been thinking alot alot. i dono whad i wan. i began to doubt myself. its like, i hab a split personality. a hidden character who shows in the deep night. sounds eerie. bud.. it`s perhaps of the loneliness..
