Saturday, December 16, 2006
IM DAMN FCUKED UP NOW! super angry with myself.. kns!
jus woke up. happily wanna settle down do hwk, after all my hols left 2 weeks, got so many hols assignment haben really do / start..
of cos, i start off with maths narh.. KNS THE SKOOL NARH! why mus hab self-study chap.. kns! self-study still nvm, the info also not enuff.. IDIOT! hai me, first qn of the tut jiu tio stunned.. really really very fed up narh!!
chem also liddat.. blardy hell notes.. so much missing info.. KNS! organic chem so blardy tough narh~ IDIOT!
i hab been emo-ing for the entire hols seh.. notice tat emo can spread.. can fluence.. my blog is so damn damn emo..
bud tats how i feel wad..
why shiwen mus be alwes smiling, alwaes luffing..
she doesnt need to be rite?
why shiwen mus be alwaes happie..
she can don be rite?
why shiwen mus be alwaes strong..
she also got a weak side..
pls.. the next time eu look at her, tell her tat she don nid to be alwaes happie..
pls.. the next time eu talk to her, tell her tat eu don expect her to be alwaes smiling..
and.. and.. and.. tat eu are able to hold her in ur arms.. for her to cry all she wan..im getting so weird.. stood in front of the mirror.. and simply stare at the gal in it.. sometimes.. when eu wanted so much to keep the eu in memories, eu jus couldnt get the effect of it.. i stare hard at her, and think.. are eu really me? began wad i alwaes do.. zipai~ =X its jus a way to keep me.. bud i jus cant grasp the feel tat i wan.. is loving urseelf a mistake? wth m i doing.. -.- divert so seriously seh, shldnt i be mugging my hwk? why i take out my cam and start zipai! tats so dumbo seh.. time for lunch =X shall upload the pics later =X!
im emo @12:39 PM;
