Wednesday, December 13, 2006
oh ya. forget to post this ytd. ytd when i came home, KNS seh.. that blardy bus driver, flirt with me seh -.- abt 20+ malay~ driver: last min flag huh?wensx*: cant see the bus..driver: eu lucky i wait seh.. wensx*: ... driver: eu student huh?wensx*: ya.driver: not married huh?wensx* -.-driver: jk narh.. todae.. went ah ma hse.. feeling a lil down.. on my way back.. saw someone unexpected.. 我们比陌生人还要陌生.. quietly, i stare in space. hoping tat eu hab some actions, and eu didn. jus sat there.. next to my seat.. the short dist, seems so far so far.. i was thinking to myself, perhpas eu didn see me.. bud.. take a step back.. that`s eu.. one who don take note of ppl ard eu.. on the short journey home, it seems like a torture.. tears drop.. bit by bit.. i dry them with my hands.. before i left, i passed a note to her. with the chi phrase above. i swear i didn look back. cos i didn wan to! bud.. secretly, tears fall again.. i don wanna be strong anymore.. as i slowly walk home.. i cant stand anymore.. i break down.. tears, uncontrolled, fall.. this is us. tot silence can mean everything. i didn bring my hp out todae. she msged me, saying she didn noe i was there and i shld hab cal her. well.. tho im jus beside her, she didn notice my presence. she didn~ jus like mondae, i was on the bus and she is at the busstop, she was looking ard.. bud.. jus didn manage to see me.. tats how lil i meant to her~ i don hab a position to call her. i dont. im jus a stranger. 我们比陌生人还要陌生..
im emo @9:23 PM;
