Wednesday, December 20, 2006
hmm.. a warning for all.. todae`s post is gonna be very very emo.. so.. don wanna get influence, jiu bu yao read le ba..
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so ti ki for wad.. i sae don read le rite?! haiyoyo..
hmm.. dreamt of her this morning.. of.. us.. 和好.. 再成为朋友.. ya, and i woke up.. feeling damn sad.. damn disappointed.. why mus i alwaes be like tat.. ?
why cant eu jus give me tat lil bit of concern?
施舍给我好吗？
怜惜我一点可以吗？
我连那种要你看看我一眼的勇气都没有。。
何况是再和你成为朋友。。
在那刚强的外表下的我，你是否见过？
我好不希望自己成为这样子。。
但，
我已无法控制自己的思绪。。
我并不是想要逼你。。
只是把我的想法写下来。。
婉嫣，你是我一个不小心遗失在过去的朋友。。 ppl alwaes ask me to look ahead..its not like im stagnant and keep looking at the past..its not like im asking for some pity.. its not as tho, she`s my only fren.. bud.. its jus.. memories.. tat really hurts.. ok sua, don wan tok abt her ler.. as for others, i wud sae.. im glad to hab known eu guys.. like yannie, i missed the daes we chiong down to cp for food.. =X hahaha! like cle, we alwaes.. stayed in skool till evening.. for stupid stuff.. haha.. like tam, we alwaes go shopping till legs yao duan diao~ and the list goes on and on~ bud.. look at how eurekans seem to look united, bud actually wasnt.. or was it me, who wasnt with them..? they are jus scattered in small grps.. im glad to hab came to mj and noe o6s211~ the class filled with lauhters.. and full of nonsense.. haha.. =X every one has a unique identity~ tho still not everyone bonded tgt.. budden, got half of it, already buay pai ler~ 我说过。。 我是友情的失败者。。 perhaps, 自我中心。。是我失败的原因。。 但，我不觉得那是种错，只是你们无法接受。。 自私自利。。 目中无人。。 那是我。。 若你这么想的话，你与我的友情也是个失败。
im emo @11:21 PM;
