Thursday, November 23, 2006
ytd nite.. had a terribly bad dream seh.. i dreamt of myself.. hab 先天性糖尿病.. den dying soon.. den i got a TWIN sister.. -.- lol. .
when i wake up. started crying. -.- and cried myself to slp. cos im so tired. slpt at 4. lol. thinking of that, wad will eu do if eu noe eu hab only a day of life left?
will eu cry for the entire day left?
will eu go to ur utmost beloved?
will eu call up all ur frens and relatives and hold a party?
will eu blame the one up there and waste ur time?
will eu continue as per normal, hoping its jus a dream?
i will hide myself up, far far away frm ppl who love me.. so tat they wud not be sad..
perhaps in a far far place where i love? or.. go shopping with every single cents im left with.. jus like the way i will spend away my every single seconds..
OWWW! it`s contradicting also. one shldd treasure all the time they are left with..? so does it mean tat everyone shld live with the attitude they are dying the next moment ?
shld that be the case, den.. wads the pt of living when eu noe eu will die?
enlighten me pls..
ok i`m emo todae. mayb that`s the symptoms of not eating yet and waking at 125o? lol.
im emo @1:04 PM;
